My stage IV cancer life so far ...: Hospital again !

Tuesday, 3 June 2014

Hospital again !

Still struggling with pains and shivers. I'm back to the hospital again. My temperature this afternoon was 40.1C with extreme shivers. I thought I was gonna break my teeth as I couldn't keep my mouth still due to shivers. More tests tomorrow. Hope it's not painful.
I'm finding this all a little bit difficult to deal with
My dear friends I will reply to your messages via my blog, messages, Facebook, email. I will thank you for all the little thoughtful gifts you sent me . That's very kind of you.
I have asked for DNR today ( do not rescusitate ) as there is no cure and I don't want myself or parents to hurt any more

3 comments:

Anonymous3 June 2014 at 15:43
Love you x
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Anonymous3 June 2014 at 20:27
Love you pumpkin x
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Unknown4 June 2014 at 02:04
I wish I could take some of that pain away.
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My name is Dani and welcome to my blog. In 2011 I was diagnosed with breast cancer.

I had mastectomy, chemotherapy, radiotherapy, IVF embryo preservation treatment, genetic testing, lost count of how many needles! I had reconstructive surgery, diagnosed with Stage IV cancer in 2013 with half of the liver eaten by disease had pathological fracture of my spine (due to cancer), further and some failed chemotherapy, blood transfusions, number of scans and again lost count of how may needles I ve had so far !

I had some brilliant consultants, others not so great. Ive changed cities, hospitals, ended my relationship, lost some friends but than again gained some new ones. However my good old friends and family are still standing strong by my side, trying to help best way they know and making me feel "normal" again despite of this horrible disease thats destroying my body.

Now some of you will like me, the others might hate me or not approve of me posting all my private details of my treatment including photos... but I do hope majority of you will benefit from knowing what Ive learnt so far thru my various treatments.

Some names have been changed in this blog (names of my doctors, friends and partner) but the story remains the same. Its never my intention to hurt anyone or discredit anyone in any kind of way Im just simply telling my story in a hope that it will help other cancer sufferers in the similar situation. People living with different types of cancer might benefit from knowing that some emotional issues are still the same as well as range of the emotions we go thru while living with this nasty illness.

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This blog at the times might be depressing and sad or even boring but I hope you can take something from it.

Im still living with this nasty cancer illness, don't know for how long but lately Ive been trying to make my life fun, enjoyable and happy with a little things that most people take for granted. Life is grim at the times but its how you decide to live it. Its what you make of it and I ve decided to be content, accept this illness as a part of me and make my life a happy one even thought at the times it feels like its all falling apart